To hakimi, (i swear not a cheesy post)

If u're following my instagram,

u must know how HOPELESSLY romantic I am.

really, I might be 20.

but when it comes to love, I.am.the.most.IMMATURE.PERSON.EVER.

I sound like a 15teen y/o girl getting her first boyfriend. tbh.

GAWD.

ok tapi tu lain cerita la.

this one, 

talking about what I learn from him,

Dear hakimi zakaria,

You're different. And when i say different, not a cool kind of different. You are just abits different then most of the guys I know. And this is why i found u interesting. U see, while most of us are busy attaining all the fame & attention ESPECIALLY in social media, u tak pernah nak kisah pun what's it all about. Bila u log in instagram, u log in twice a day.. tu pun sebab u cakap u rasa bersalah tak like gambar orang?? Pe masalah you ni haha And u literally followed everyone back on Instagram. (Even strangers). 

Say, U are such an honest person. Not only to other ppl, but also to urself. And when u do something or go somewhere, it is never to impress anyone, anyone at all. U can wear the same fucking shirt 9 times a week & u can go to  Venice & not take a single picture there. U memang buat everything 100% sebab nak create memories (so tht u can have so many things to look back on bila u dah tua nanti) and u tak pernah nak kisah being judged or making effort to achive ppl's standards of happiness. Kalau u happy, u happy la. U were never in this invisible competition where ppl want to prove that their life is better than others. Sebab tu I impressed listening to your stories, I can tell its the best memories. Ppl may not know them.. but they are all yours. And all of them are real. (Unless u tipu la). And this. is what I learned from you (among with many other things). You're real.